a birthday list

1. I have not taken any pictures of myself this past birthday
2. I feel great-
3. but, look worse than ever - in my 43rd year...
4. I guess you can't have it all?
5. I have added some new things to my
6. "100 things I want to do"- list
7. just mentally- I need to really write them on there so I don't forget!
8. I want to go to Mt. Rushmore.
9. and Hershey, PA.
10. I want to go on a Mediterranean cruise.
11. and get a necklace with my grandchildren represented on it.
12. you know, the kind you can add to when you get a new grand baby- not that I have any on the way... no- bummer.
13. Next year, I want to enter a quilt in the 4th of July quilt show.
14. I want/need to go back to-
15. sending everyone in my family a birthday card on their day.
16. This year I did not have that as a goal at the beginning of the year-
17. and have not been doing that.
18. I feel terrible about it...... really guilty
19. Happy Birthday Johnna (my sweet sister)- sorry there is no card in the mailbox today!
20. I hope you have a good day, I love you.
21. On my birthday I had my usual breakdown & asked brett over & over why he was married to me & gave him permission to get a divorce so he could be happier?
22. Poor brett.
23. note to self: add to list asap- don't have weird breakdowns on your birthday
24. that only brett can fix.
25. I sure love that man.
26. Not just because he puts up with my insecurities
27. and not just because he bought me this for my birthday.
28. he had to order it since I had a crying fit & wouldn't let him buy it on time, to give it to me on time. I can't wait for it to get here!
29. again- poor brett.
30. lucky me